033 "..unexpectedly good things comes and tomorrow's weather will be fine.."

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My first kusessians reunion that I've ever been.

We have Iftar together at chop n steak restaurant at Seri Kembangan(near UPM). My friend made a reserve there. We gathered at UPM mosque.

It was my first time pray and break the fast at UPM mosque. They also provide food but differ from UKM mosque.In UKM, they will serve it in a tray and share it with 3 or 4 people. But in UPM, They will break the fast with light food and water first. Then, after maghrib prayer they will serve the food individually.

We went to the restaurant after maghrib prayer.

people who came: Ufairah, Dahiyah, Ayu, Ermadina, Ijok, Fatimah, Syahirah, Fiza(erma's housemate) and me

actually it was more to dorms reunion>> Siantan 3(Ufai, Dahi, Ayu, Erma, Ijok, syahirah and me), teratai 3(fatimah and dahiyah).

It had been about 7 years I have not met Syahirah, Ijok and Fatimah since I left the school end of my form 2. Their hilarious like always.I'm happy meeting all of them. ^_____^

This sunday, I also have another Iftar with my Kisas classmate.InsyaALLAH. Looking forward to meet them too. ~___^

032 ^_________^

Something new.

At last, everything goes as plan.
Thank you Allah.
You are the greatest of all.

From today onwards.
New routine. more hectic. but joyous to come.

O' Allah, the most gracious and the most merciful.
Thank you ALLAH for always be by my side
Thank you ALLAH for always hear all my problems.
Thank you ALLAH for granting my prayer.
I will never be alone.

Thank you ALLAH.

031 "...Ramadhan to come..."

salam to all muslims.

tonight is a starting of Ramadhan.
Hope this Ramadhan will be better than before.
wishing all of you Salam Ramadhan al-mubarak.

Maybe this Ramadhan is our last Ramadhan, who knows?
We should use this month to the fullest to gain Allah's reward.

and we have a Qadr night to strive too.
Let's do our best to ring on the jackpot.

Semoga Ramadhan kali ini membawa seribu makna dan pertambahan iman dalam mendekatkan diri pada NYA.InsyaALLAH.amiin ya rabbal 'alamiin..

030 "...return from fantasy..."

after a week of holiday.
I feel good, of course.

real life return.
no fantasy.
T_____T

I want to go on holiday again.
once more.

I'm still thinking of my destiny.
that put me on pressure.
So, I just put it aside.
Like my friend said," Just follow the flow".

Life must go on.
Nankurunaisa.

somehow, someday.
I'm sure I will find my future.
^____^

029 "...ON trip..."

While waiting for the bus to come, I'm borrowing dayah's*my archy junior* laptop for a while.
I'll be going to JB-Singapore trip tonight.

today is a pre-reunion of akmalien 00-02:
event: Fatah's wedding
location: Antara Gapi, Serendah(Fatah's House)

convoyed 4 cars
people who joined:
me & my brother, 'Aqilah,Fauzan, Fatimah, Jana, Dayah, Fariza, wan, aizuddin, apiz, Shida and her bf, Lona, Mukhlis and Fana Nasri

one by one my friends got married.
and most of it is guy.
should be ladies first,NO??

so whose next from akmalien?

note: will update in detail later with the picture after I came back from the trip.the bus arrive already

Jaa

028 "...me and him..."

me and Him,

true love, one destiny,

thru destiny, find love.

Nankurunaisa, It's a destiny






Note: No offense!

027 "..L.U.C.K.Y..."

it takes me so long to write again in here.
so before July end. I would like to write something in here.

It's Lucky to have my 27th entry today
muahaha*evil laugh*

I'm happy right now.
something happened.
I will call it a summer dreams event.
Nankurunaisa.
muahaha*evil laugh again*

so just that I want to tell.

I AM SUPERB HAPPY. Ureshii~~

026 "...don't expect anything..."

people keep asking me what I'm doing right now. So here is my current status:

status: X-site Supervisor @ Part-time staff (x-site is a kiosk in UKM located at PUSANIKA)

future planning:
1) Further study(Master or BSc Arch@part2) next fall 2010 @ 2011.
2) Reseach Assistant (R.A)
3) Work in firm to gain experience before further study. Maybe in September.God's will.

Everything regarding JPA thingy have been settled. Now, waiting for them to called me in any post that I applied. I even applied for PEGAWAI SIASATAN. hahaha.

so thats all for now. till my hand meet the keyboard again. ^_____^

Jaa.

025 "...nothing..."

It's been a week I don't post any entry.

I've been so busy this past few days because I'm ON VACATION.haha

but after the vacation, I need to settle down so many things>> claims, SPA registeration, RA approval, my graduate transcript, my graduate status..*sigh*

Everything cannot be settle until my result for topical study is out. right now my registration status: LEWAT MENDAFTAR. That means I cannot graduate yet.

So need to wait until 15th of July. till then, I need to wait and see.

What to do?

024 "...completing the uncomplete..."

Alhamdulillah.
I just came back from my grandparents house in Singapore.
It's a good family gathering on Sunday. All my uncle and aunts gathered at my grandparents house. i've got motivated a lot for what I should do next cause I'll be graduating soon.

For now, I think I am clear with what i'm going to do next.
Alhamdulillah, Allah had shown me the way. I"m not confused anymore.

Last friday, after school I went to UKM to get an office stamp for my thesis claim application. Suddenly, I saw my structure lecturer in the studio. He asked me what am I going to do after this? I simply said that I want to be RA(Research Assistant) but I don't know who yet. He offered me, if I want to be his RA. haha. I never thought of being RA to him.

For a few seconds, I thought that it is bad if it's about calculating the structure system. I am no good in that field. But then, he just asking me if I can do programming using Visual C. He caught my interest in no seconds. I love doing programming so much that I can't bear to not accepting the offer. Haha. He ask me when I can start. I just say, I can do it immediately. But he says I will need to wait until I get my transcript first or not I need to use my SPM results that means less paid. The office said that I can get the transcript by this week.

So I think it's a good opportunity that ALLAH gives me. After all, I remembered I prayed I want to work as a programmer someday. And this is it. Allah have granted my wish. Even it is not started yet. I'm getting so work up for it. It is not my real job, of course. It's just for me to have a peace of mind from design for a while. I will start my real work later after graduation. I probably hope that I can continue my master or part2 next year, InsyaALLAH.

today is the due date for UKM-symbiosis application.
needs to write a 300 words of essays, 3-min video and fill in the application form.
the vid is done. The essays needs to write another 100 words.

till then, jaa~~

023 "...In Confusion.#$%^&*%!.."

I'm confused!

being a teacher?
or give a full commitment in my biz and preparing for next year workshop?

New semester going to start soon. and of course I'll be in UKM for a while. There still a lot of things that have not been settled yet. But I don't know, I'm in a mess right now. I can't give full commitment in both carrier. I need to decide only one. T____T

Lately, I've done a lot of thinking. but I can't make any decision. T_____T

O Allah the greatest of all. Please guide me in making a good decision. Amiin.

022 "..ACCIDENT +/- BBQ.."

Many things happened this last 3 days. Here is the summary of what happened last 3 days:

Friday, 19th June 2009:

Evening time, we went shopping for our BBQ nite at Pasar Borong Selangor, Sri Kembangan. Suddenly, we received a called said that 2 of our friends, yin and alyaa accident. Both of them were sent to Hospital Serdang. Alhamdulillah both of them were not in critical condition. Yin having scratches here and there all over her body,only physical injuries but no internal injuries. Alyaa left hand got dislocated and need an urgent operation for the injuries at her left hand(it's a hole about 5 cent coins, so scary) + 2 of her front teeth gone, need to plant a new one. Then, Alyaa was transfered to Hospital Ampang Puteri for further treatment.For more details and pic, go here

Saturday, 20th June 2009:

The BBQ nite still go on as plan. We held this BBQ near the Tasik Kejut. Menu for this BBQ event:

1) Grilled Chicken.
2) Sweet Potatoes.
3) Jagung Bakar kering.
4) Coleslaw
5) Mushroom Soup
6) Original Chacho's dipped with mayonnaise mix with Black pepper's. Yummy!
7) Sausage
8) Rice
9) Lime Syrup Juice.motif? sirap limau suda.haha

Then, we play the dance matt. Yay!! For pictures. go here


Sunday, 21st June 2009:

Evening time, visiting Alyaa at Ampang Puteri Specialist Hospital until late at night. The visitors>> K.Aida, K.Fara, Yin, Adian, Gedik, Che'Lan, Izuan, Casa, Uzair, Aizuddin and me (begitu ramaikan?siap berkelah dalam hospital lagi tu menikmati buah-buahan yang diberi oleh tetamu-tetamu yang hadir. dengan pesakit sekali turun katil duduk kat bawah.haha) . Then, went to NZ food court to have dinner + supper.haha..

Hope that Alyaa and Yin will recover soon. O' Allah, the Greatest of all, Please take a good care for both of them and make their recovery super fast. Amiin

021 "...ON Gabai..."

I'm too lazy too update for yesterday event.

so go here, if you want to know about what happen yesterday.

thanks. :P

later, then.

020 "...one heart..."

Last saturday on 13th June 2009, I went to my friend's wedding, Amir bin Abd Razak. He is my classmate from Kisas. Congratulations, Amir!May Allah bless you and your wife always.

I arrived late. so, I just met a few people ex-kisasians 04' also called GEN-48:

my classmate:Nazira, Hidayah and Kre
from other classes: Amin, Azree Jawa, Khairuddin

My Homeroom teacher, Cikgu Marina can't came on that day cause she doesn't felt so well. She had a fever with stiff joints. It made her difficult to move. Thus, She send her regards to all who came on that day.

Here is the pictures of the ceremony. I don't bring any camera. so , I just take a few pictures from Azree Jawa FB. Thanks, Jawa.

amir and wife

pictures taken from Azree Jawa
note: I like the picture with that little kid. Its a nice shot.

019 "..Pac_Rio matrix.."

This year architecture workshop called RUMI. The climax of it was the performance night.

Whereas during the RUMI performance night, every universities need to perform of any show that relate to architecture. So for us, we do a shadow light action(I think. memyself not sure.haha), titled Pac-Rio. I act as a PacMAn. Actually not act, I'm just holding it.hahaha. :P

If you want to watch it. feel free to download it.here is the link of the video that i've uploaded it to Mediafire. Even it is just using an ordinary camera the sound and image is quite good. The actual size of this vid is 1.3Gb. Thus, I already make it smaller. Enjoy!

overview: It is about a stage play of Pacman and mario game in architecture version.

Here is the link:

HQ(640x480, 84.8mb)

LQ(320x200, 52.0mb)

I want to upload it to youtube but the length of the show is more than 10mins. So I can't upload it. I don't like to upload it part by part. sorry.

this video taken by my coursemate, Adian. Thanks to him that we are able to watch it back.

018 "...No need to forget..."

There is a character in manga I read recently that reminds me of someone........

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"But maybe we might meet again after 3 years, and become a couple again!" Abe-kun said.

"But You don't need to push yourself to forget it. Let it be natural,"Uehara-kun replied.

"Listening to you, My heart feels heavier..Because you had a crush on Yuririn for 6 years,"Abe-kun said.

***************

a scene taken from Good Morning Call manga.

I like what Uehara-kun said. In my opinion, the harder we try to forget, the more we remember. But you will eventually forget it if we let it be...naturally. It's like you memorizing Al-quran but if you don't read it everyday you will forget. same applied here.just it is reverse. Sure it takes time to forget. But that's life and how human being is created. It's human nature to forget.

Human in arabic also call al-insan.
Al-insan = forgetful, pelupa.

But of course for who memorizing Al-quran(Hafiz or Hafizah) they have their pantang larang in order to remember. I just make it as anthology that people will forget if they don't maintain it.

okay, I guess I will stop my bubbling here. If I continue it'll be too long.
Till then.

017 "..performance mode.."

Lately I'm too busy too update.

Next week I have architecture workshop at UiTM Shah Alam for a week starting 7-12 Jun 2009. Many competition need to get involve such as installation, multimedia presentation, performance for architecture nite, prhotography competition and many more. Every Uni needs to send 20 participants and 5 observer. I will be an observer.

so here a short brief of my schedule

9.30p.m till morning (6-7a.m): performance training + installation crit session + dance training.

7am-9.30pm : my own activities (thesis + surf net + sleep + eat + solat + jalan-jalan...)

will be on hiatus until the workshop is over!
bye for now~~

note: I have an interview with Kumpulan Arkitek firm in wangsa maju next monday on 4th June 2009. wish me luck. ^___^

016 "...Sometimes..."

Sometimes Allah breaks our spirit to save our soul.

Sometimes Allah breaks our heart to make us whole.

Sometimes Allah allows pain so we can be stronger.

Sometimes Allah sends us failure so we can be humble.

Sometimes Allah allows illness so we can take better care of ourselves.

Sometimes Allah takes everything away from us so we can learn the value of everything he gave us.

Make plans but understand that we live by Allah's grace.

-A birthday massage from my friend, Hakim. I wrote this because I want to remember this motivation words. Thanks Hakim-

015 "...my twin.."

ahh. it's already 12 mid night.
Happy birthday my twin, daya. Iman & Hidaya it's a good combination, right?

your twin?
yes, my twin.

Just to sing this for me, myself and my twin.

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to me and you.

Happy birthday to both of us.

Happy birthday to us.

May ALLah bless both of us always. Amiin.

Now we are 22. Wow. I don't remember since when we've been 20,huh?. T___T
Time sure flies.

wish you the best birthday, daya.

just a short birthday entry.
I need to continue with my work. chow.
till my fingertips meet the keyboard again.

014 "...keep the faith..."

Just now I got a called from my friend asked me If I can be a replacement teacher for primary 1 and 2 in her mom's school. Subject to be teach is Pendidikan Agama Islam(islamic education). The requirement is graduate from Islamic school for SPM.

I'm shocked.

It is not that I don't want to be.
just... am I qualified enough?
It's not an easy job to teach 7-8 years old kids. -__-

But after a few taught
Why not I just give it a try.
A phrase that I heard recently from my friend, "..the more you read the more you don't know.."
It can be applied here. In learning something, there will never an end till we died. Because Allah is great. He creates a sea of knowledge thats has no end to it. We as a servant needs to learn it.

and teaching is a learning process for me to enhance my knowledge too.
God's will. I have to keep the faith in me.

note: but this is not confirmed yet because I will only finish my study by end of June. She asked for early June. If that the case. It couldn't be help.